Entry: my tummy hurts! Wednesday, March 31, 2004



that's all I have to say.  I took some advil - maybe it's because of my period. or maybe it's the extra thyroid pill -- but I doubt that since this isn't one of the symptoms.
Today, on other news, fiancé was depressive and suicidal again about his skin. He was going the usual route of saying "what's the use" and threatening that since nothing was working, he was going to return to eating whatever he wants, suggesting that his skin was better when he ate a box of hostess cupcakes each night than it has been since I've been restricting him to healthy food and no junk or sugar.  I said "if you do that, you can just just move out. I'm not going to be around to watch the consequences of you going down that road again.".  Because even if he can't see it, I know that he DOES get FAR FAR worse when he chows down on the junk.  I was infuriated that he would suggest such a thing and have the audacity to expect me to just be there to suffer the consequences as he goes into his resulting rages.
I have a toleration and a desire to help as long as he is TRYING and doing what he can -- but when he just gives up and refuses to do even what he knows helps, or to try something I have suggested -- then I draw the line.  I do not need to take that kind of abuse, and I do not feel any qualms about saying so.

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